I opened my seasalt ice cream and smiled as I remembered the first time I had one.
Though those days were behind me now. My trust in everyone in that castle had been shattered like glass. And you can repair broken things. But they are never the same again.
I would never be able to understand why Axel eliminated Zexion.
Never understand how he could be so calm about it.
I could never really feel the same about Saix again.
That was if we could even feel at all.
To whom ever finds this and the remaining members of the Organization.
I know a few of you may have voiced concerns to each other. About how I have withdrawn since we lost a few good members to that brat Sora. I felt like it was my time to leave. Maybe at some point in the future we will meet again and hopefully have our hearts back.
Until then let me tell you what each of you meant to me.
You are a good leader and I am sure you can achieve your goal. We never really clicked. But I always tried my hardest to please you and help everyone achieve our goal.
A man of many talents and a man who certainly knew how to let his hair down. Always knew how to draw out my sarcastic side and how to make me feel slightly better. Good luck.
We never really talked much, our paths did not cross a lot. I did believe he came a little to focused on the beast which did not help him at all.
A very smart man, intelligent man. We got on, his loss... saddened me. He was a great man in his time.
A quiet man. Strong and a great asset to the organization. I wish I had spent more time around him.
His loss was a great loss. We were good friends and I miss him dearly. I cannot believe he is gone but he was a great men and he leaves a legacy behind in memories.
A man I had feelings for. Deep feelings. But after hearing how calm he was upon finding out what Axel did, I can never feel the same again. I felt deeply betrayed.
How betrayed I felt after hearing the conversation you had with Saix. I trusted you and thought of you as a good friend. But I guess I was betrayed.
A very lively man, a musical man. Strong, deceptively strong in fact. One person who I will miss dearly as time passes.
Good luck is all I can think to say. You are a good man.
Basically, will not be missed one bit.
See above. We never got on and were never going to.
Follow your heart, if you get one. You will do great. I know you have what it takes.
Good luck against Sora.
I sat down on her bed and re-read the letter. I could not believe it. I knew something was going on but I never thought she would leave. I could still remember the first time I met her.
I watched Xemnas walk in with the new girl behind him. She was small compared to most of us. Especially Xaldin. She had short hair, from here it looked black. And from what I could see scars on her cheeks.
"Everyone. This is Haxisal... Saix you will be her charge. Give her missions and make sure she completes them" Xemnas said and I nodded and he left the room and Demyx bounded up to the new girl with several water clones following him and smiled at her and held his hand out.
"Welcome!" he smiled and I just sat back and watched as she just stared at him. Demyx became rather unnerved and suddenly vanished threw a portal and his clones turned into puddles. There were a few laughs and she just looked round like nothing had happened.
I was going to like her.
Saix handed me the letter and I read it and sighed.
"Haxisal! I have a mission for you. I need you to collect a few hearts for me. You know how to do that, though you have always had Saix with you. Time to change that" I said and she nodded.
"I won't let you down superior" she said bowing and I passed her the file and she left to complete the mission.
"Finally someone hardworking" I muttered and headed back to my office.
I looked up at Saix. I would see lines from tears.
Had he really grown that close to her?
"Xiggy! You up for a game?" Luxord asked holding a pack of cards up and I nodded.
"What sort of question is that?" I laughed and he smiled and we set up and Demyx and Haxisal joined us. This would be interesting.
After a few rounds it was clear as day Demyx was no good at poker, but Haxisal had not been doing bad at all. Maybe my first impressions of her were wrong. Maybe she would be some fun.
"Fancy strip poker?" I asked.
"Ask again and find out" she said looking at me and I raised an eyebrow and I could have sworn there was a smirk there, one daring me to ask... Daring me to and I dared.
I ran my hand over my cheek. What a slap that was. That girl was a girl who you knew was worth the time to aggravate as she knew it was always for fun and she got more enjoyment out of it than me... I would miss her.
"Luxord. How many packs of cards do you need?" Haxisal asked as I finished using my third pack of cards to make a tower.
"As many as I can get my hands on. How many scars do you need to impress Saix?" I asked and she walked out the room slamming the door and I sighed as all three towers fell down.
I looked at the card towers I had glued into place. Shame I couldn't show her them before she left. She might have found it funny. Might have. Though I am sure she would have found a way to topple them.
"You have never had Seasalt ice-cream! We have to change that!" I said and Haxisal sighed as I opened a portal and dragged her through followed by Roxas and Demyx.
"You will love it, I can promise you that" Demyx said bounding in front of us and over to the van that sold it. He bought four and we made our way to the top of the clock tower to sit and eat them.
"This is actually really nice" she said smiling and I smiled and looked out over Twilight Town.
"Told you so" I said and she smiled.
"I got that memorized" she said and we all laughed.
"Why were you so stupid Axel? Why did you betray her?" I asked myself looking into the mirror. Why was I so stupid?